UNTIL THE SCOTCH IS GONE
She said:
i like the way
you sing
songs,
I said that
i did not
sing
any songs,
exactly,
she said,
putting her
hand
up my
thigh.
ONLY A FEW CAN DANCE ACROSS THE MILKY WAY
do you
think
you are
brilliant
because
you know
the names
& colors
of all the
flowers?
try to
understand
what
makes
them
grow.
ALL THE DISCARDED RINDS OF YOUR PAPER PLATE SOUL
When the women of the world
have left you, alone,
in your bed,
staring up at the ceiling
because
you could not afford
anything other than
that one can of beans
in your cabinet,
When she told everyone,
that you knew in your lives together,
that you were pathetic & weak
because
you could not afford
anything other than
that one beer
someone else left
inside your fridge,
When she fucked your neighbor,
best friend or biggest enemy
because your ATM card
was declined
while buying cigarettes,
just know,
that you are
the luckiest man alive,
Most of them will never understand
the sound of struggle
& how it sounds
like the small piece of wind
that rushes
between the snap
of a garter belt
upon the dark silk stocking,
Most of them cannot comprehend
that it is a gift,struggling,
a sexiness,
that makes love
to the discarded rinds
of your paper plate soul,
making you harder,
making you stronger.
SOMETIMES A MAGNUM .44
Richie,
were you the
bad guy
pretending
to be good
when you looked out
of your picture window,
with a gazing death
that captured the clouds
crying above the pacific?
& with all that child like & shy
gun shot smoke,
that echoed from the love
of your single bullet hole,
did you capture
yesterday's memories
& finally destroy
all of the us
that was hiding
inside
all of the you ?
